too precious

memories are too precious
but we always forget
when we saw a cue
remembering a long lost memories
do we feel glad or sad?

forgetting is a defend mechanism according psychological theory
because if we remember everything
we lose the joy of exposing to something new
and may even affect our ability to create a new memory

memories are too precious
yet we still forget
even when the joy makes you speechless
even when the pain is unbearable

i wanted to keep a journal
but for someone like me, keeping an object is an impossible task
writing in blogs....well...
who know one day the www got attack by somewhat artificial intelligence
or an unknown magnetic field pass through the earth and wipe out all electronic goods
watch too much movies i admit but who knows what will happen in the future
heng leng always scold me that i think too much, maybe~ maybe he's right

recently i experience a lot of flashbacks
maybe because recently i have a lot of repeated dreams
like once i have when i was a child
it brings back memories

maybe i will keep a journal then
not hereXD
there i do it again
weai also always scold me for posting emo stuff
but if i can ignore it
what makes feeling so special??
like i don;t have the right to do it
all i do is annoyed most of the people
make them never come back
be a loner
the price to pay for expressing
izit worth it?
what if i forget one day?