xmas

The decoration for christmas is up again
(so early wei..is only november!)
in sunway pyramid new wing,
the decoration theme is like fantasy toy city^^
christmas always make people happy,
when i'm hearing those songs, looking at the bling bling of the deco
i already started planning to drag peng n weai here to take alot alot of photos^^

but it kinda strike me in an sudden
we did that last year..
the very last year...
with...boy boy...

how's he doing now??
somewhere in new zeland
i couldn't contact him..
coulnd't contact him in 2 years, couldn't see him in 6 years
i wonder what my childhood friend wil become...
good bless ya!
i really miss ya..

just random...men..i think we change alot!!
proud?? ^^

thanks for always being there...
if not i don't know how i can survive

home

'people can have more than one home, their parent's home, their childhood home, their adult home, their sibling's home, their children home....etc

home might be be the place that you spend most of your time, like for some outstation workers, although they spend most of their time in the house near their working place, but they don't call there as home, their home might thousand miles away, the home they didn't go back in years

Even a player
come home when they are bored
come home when they are sick
people count on the home
to fix their broken ship
like the harbor that always welcome them
like the door that is always open

what's is the defination of home?
for me, home is where your heart want to belong at..
your parent's home, their childhood home, their adult home, their sibling's home, their children home...etc"

i was sitting at the pool side
having my lunch, reading
i come through this chapter..

many things flow through my mind,
taking a breathe, i look around the pool side
i agree what the author say...home is where our heart wish to belong..
but where?? where my heart want to go?
i remember there's a small house, single floor
full with old furniture, cramp..but enough for the young me to run
a mango tree in front of our house
i use to see my second and third brother climb on top to plug some for my family
when everyone is around, when mom is around, when she's still healthy, smilling..

my home in TTDI...when i was 3...

what if the place our heart wish to go doesn't exist anymore?
the place doesn't exist, the people no longer act the same, or the person we love no longer around?

now my heart doesn't wanna go anywhere..
actually...i'm home...
in the condo..
where all of you all are around..
but home is getting empty

when you all say goodbye
i have to say goodbye...to my home...

directions

Gosh men...how does people know what they heading and i have no clue about mine?!


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screw it lah~ i follow my heart!

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honestly...wat i am without u all
i'm waiting to hop around the world

together

last gathering...happynya...sadnya too...
well...flames to dust
i always remember this time of life

time

we'll never know exactly what happening around us
sometimes we thought we knew it all
but there's a whole lot of story under the iceberg

what's been share between two people
was never known by others
intimacy they called
before attention was given
information was traffered, relation was formed

when i'm lost, i miss all the things that is going on
3 months..is not very long comparing to our lifespan
now when i'm in the class
i saw strong friendship, growing love
i'm a stranger again..just like before
but on the other hand
i don't regret, in fact i won't change my initial action

i spend time with you all!
that's all i want, that's all i ask

it seems like things are slowing down since some of you are gone
time is an awful thing
when i'm passing by alone
some friends circle is expending, strengthen
i stare at the tick of the clock
wondering...you who i am missing, watcha doin?

^^

counting down 5 days 6/11

Even if we never meet again
I will feel sad
But I’ll remember that we need to keep on moving forward
Cause all of us are
Somewhere..
Different footsteps
But moving…together
we never made any promises, but that's what i'll carry with me

I anticipate what we will become next time..
With uncle cool, uncle ganas, and so on
A future I hope it will happen
Since everything is unpredictable now
Ii dunno where will I go next time
Just hope that in future there’s you all
kiss

counting down 6 days 5/11

After tasting the best flavor
I can’t bare other taste
I really wonder..
What will happen after 6 days?

Will I break down?
Or will i change..to survive

i started preparing..
to miss u all

counting down 7 days 4/11

izit the amount of time we spend together?
Or is justthe time we spend together!
All that is not significant
Has significantly changed me!

i thank u all for having this circle
especially hazli
there's so many things i wanna say to you,
but i really dunno how..

: I feel that you're pressured when you are with us
The strain that is not obvious but noticeable
A breaking friendship hurts you
But the others are hoping you to smile
I know is hard
But can’t our laughter overcome that disappointment?
When we are hyper, we are laughing
I sense that you hold back
it hurts..when he is not around..
it hurts..when u are around but not there

counting down 8 days 3/11

How does friendship grow?
When we started to call us family?
Is it really just because of the amount of time that we spend together?
Or just because the time we spend together

Since the beginning I was preparing for the end
I guess all of us are expecting for it
Cos there are somethings that is prefix before we know each other
Or can say the prefix allowed us to know each other
If weren’t the delayed
If weren’t the proceed
If weren’t fate


you all are the greatest surprize i have in this year
how would this all ends?

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i guess this is the simply fact,
most of us are quite sturborn
eventhough we know asking others we might get better or more appropiate answer
but we consistantly hope that others give us the same answer as ours
so is better we talk to ourselve right?