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heart is beating on a different rate
i hate it when it happens
predicting something i couldn't avoid
what use of foreseeing it?

sand in my palm i couldn't grip
slowly flowing as i tried harder
something are meant to return to their own form
well some..choose to evolve
somehow..i stayed
..for awhile

sometimes my heart demand for somethings
but i couldn't supply
my family couldn't supply
my believe couldn't supply
money is pleasing
for that something made by flesh
but somehow
couldn't sustain larger strength
fragile..
even when the world is no longer enough

until my heart understand
this is not the solution
i can't be you
some as you couldn't seems to know
who cares anyway
my foot size is bigger than others
i think i can walk abit faster^^

confession from
a brad
a friend
a lover
a fall out
a dreamer
still human

XMAS

i truly hope

uncertainties..
insecurity...

sensitivity..
pretending...

sleepless night...
hiding...
silent thoughts...
will end with you!

an outing day

Another outing to pyramid...
actually i go to pyramid almost 4 times a week
bored
but somehow~~~
going wit d right people
wrong place will make rite feeling!! ^^

ahhh~~~~
like good old days
luving every bit!

in friend
sometimes all we need is a click
can't really explain
just some unseen chemistry
a normal day
doing normal stuff
can yet be so exciting

random pic

truly..
for me it makes no different
i think it is applicable to everyone
slightly or mostly

music on set!

is just purely fun...i wanna post all this
damn....everytime when i say i hate something
i'll eventually like it

hate=love

clubbing.....quite fun lah



honestly speaking if can i don't wana go bar celona anymore
the music is...really bad...
alot of pause moment...(wtf! damn potong stim)
but well..near to my place, free drinks...nudge my head sometimes
besides, i'm with some crazy dudes~~~
cheer!

low

.......still so foolish....
i'm working on it!!

unbelievably proud n happy^^ station hopping

when i see there's people i don't know giving comment about the station hopping post
i feel like jumping up and downXD
is incredible!!
really thanks for the comment!!
it is very encouraging!

station hopping is actually quite a random and spontaneous plan:P
although i wanted to do bag packing for a very long time
but actually doing it really takes more than a thought

me weai n peng n tom just started discussing it about a week before the trip
the road route kept on changing from day to day
depending on which state has any friend willing to be our tour guide or offer us a place to stay>.<"
like when we are at station 2= muar...then only we try to contact the people we know in station 4= penangXD
is risky but is fun!
well..we always have plan B = sleep in the car>.<" or find a cheap motel

That trip is unbelievable!!
we all gain so much experience and fun! (n weight!)
7 destination around Malaysia in 8 days with rm600+
as a fresh traveler who never know that all this are possible before this :
people! start packing your bags for your next holiday!
is not tough! just you need a start
the things you can learn or explore is definitely more than going to shopping malls!
this is the most memorable thing for this year^^

all our crew member has decide..we are not gonna stop!
station hopping will keep on continuing
here..other country...the whole world^^

next year is thailand^^
muahhahahahahah~~~~~!!!

station hopping>.< i jz need to! repost

Well~~~

let me tell u about what we 4 dudes do when we get bored during our mid term holiday (wit limited cash~_~")

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(our own hand draw t-shirt, aiks..with this shirt all d plp in pasar will try to slaughter us..we're fm KL?!)

we call this trip station hopping,cos partically we are hopping station to station

it is gurantee that we'll continue doing it next year;D it is just so much fun!!

(station hopping 2 should be done in thailand next year with higher budget i hope>.<")

bascially tis is where we when

let's meet the crews~!

tom=d only guy n d map reader(but most of d time sleeping>.<), peng=the one tat prepare food for us, weai=d only person who know how to operate the washing machine..aiks.., me=driver of the whole trip>.<"

1st day, we depart from KL n drive 4 hours to batu pahat(why we choose tat place is bcos my fren HL offer us a place to stay:P)

that is more like town house, there's a temple wer they have a legendary giant fish, which local believe that touching it will bring good luck..but too bad there's no photo to show you guys...one of our camera was damaged because we accidently drop it into the waterT.T the next day..we went to gunung ledang waterfall in tangkak.

Then we go Muar(my hometown>.<") to eat....der got so many good stuff to eat, most of it were introduce in singapore magazine!

and we went to the "tanjung", in olden days is quite a famour harbor~!

next stop! malacca! the historical town!

In old time this is the famous port which link ship course of china and western...so the building look quite....mixed cultural!

and ofcos! food!!

Next stop..long drive to penang!

penang!! FOOD!!!!

ahh.....no pic...camera spoil...only one pic of the location

then we go up the penang hill..local attraction

then continue wit the longest n scariest drive to terrenganu...tat time is so dark i can't see anytg bside the road....damn scary..n is going up n down the hill...fuuu...

after reaching der aroun 5am morning....me as the driver finally can catch some sleep...

then...around 10am morning..we catch a boat ride to pulau perhentian!

Now this is vacation!!! beautiful beach, quiet, friendy people! syok! ideal place to go!

The place we stay~~ is all wood house...suits the theme reli well~! i reli like tat place!

n then we go to ipoh...d place famous for the food also~~but no pic....arrgggg!!!

then after tat we go back to kuala lumpur!

after this trip...we gainde quite alot lessons! and weight(all d way none stop eating!)

lesson 1 : bring someone who know how to operate the washing machine

lesson 2 : the map reader ned to be someone who can react fast n dun sleep all the time

lesson 3 : bring extra camera

lesson 4 : always good to have more friends! i get alot of help from our fren on the way

lesson 5 : The luggage will get heavier n heavier..make sure the car can carry it>.<"
lesson 6 : well...of cos is better to bring extra cash, in d middle of the trip , the patrol price increase..so our budget become very very tight>.<

lesson 7 : I know a lot of people wanted to do this type of trip but many just didn't..GO OUT! JUST DO IT! when is yours?

xmas

The decoration for christmas is up again
(so early wei..is only november!)
in sunway pyramid new wing,
the decoration theme is like fantasy toy city^^
christmas always make people happy,
when i'm hearing those songs, looking at the bling bling of the deco
i already started planning to drag peng n weai here to take alot alot of photos^^

but it kinda strike me in an sudden
we did that last year..
the very last year...
with...boy boy...

how's he doing now??
somewhere in new zeland
i couldn't contact him..
coulnd't contact him in 2 years, couldn't see him in 6 years
i wonder what my childhood friend wil become...
good bless ya!
i really miss ya..

just random...men..i think we change alot!!
proud?? ^^

thanks for always being there...
if not i don't know how i can survive

home

'people can have more than one home, their parent's home, their childhood home, their adult home, their sibling's home, their children home....etc

home might be be the place that you spend most of your time, like for some outstation workers, although they spend most of their time in the house near their working place, but they don't call there as home, their home might thousand miles away, the home they didn't go back in years

Even a player
come home when they are bored
come home when they are sick
people count on the home
to fix their broken ship
like the harbor that always welcome them
like the door that is always open

what's is the defination of home?
for me, home is where your heart want to belong at..
your parent's home, their childhood home, their adult home, their sibling's home, their children home...etc"

i was sitting at the pool side
having my lunch, reading
i come through this chapter..

many things flow through my mind,
taking a breathe, i look around the pool side
i agree what the author say...home is where our heart wish to belong..
but where?? where my heart want to go?
i remember there's a small house, single floor
full with old furniture, cramp..but enough for the young me to run
a mango tree in front of our house
i use to see my second and third brother climb on top to plug some for my family
when everyone is around, when mom is around, when she's still healthy, smilling..

my home in TTDI...when i was 3...

what if the place our heart wish to go doesn't exist anymore?
the place doesn't exist, the people no longer act the same, or the person we love no longer around?

now my heart doesn't wanna go anywhere..
actually...i'm home...
in the condo..
where all of you all are around..
but home is getting empty

when you all say goodbye
i have to say goodbye...to my home...

directions

Gosh men...how does people know what they heading and i have no clue about mine?!


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screw it lah~ i follow my heart!

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honestly...wat i am without u all
i'm waiting to hop around the world

together

last gathering...happynya...sadnya too...
well...flames to dust
i always remember this time of life

time

we'll never know exactly what happening around us
sometimes we thought we knew it all
but there's a whole lot of story under the iceberg

what's been share between two people
was never known by others
intimacy they called
before attention was given
information was traffered, relation was formed

when i'm lost, i miss all the things that is going on
3 months..is not very long comparing to our lifespan
now when i'm in the class
i saw strong friendship, growing love
i'm a stranger again..just like before
but on the other hand
i don't regret, in fact i won't change my initial action

i spend time with you all!
that's all i want, that's all i ask

it seems like things are slowing down since some of you are gone
time is an awful thing
when i'm passing by alone
some friends circle is expending, strengthen
i stare at the tick of the clock
wondering...you who i am missing, watcha doin?

^^

counting down 5 days 6/11

Even if we never meet again
I will feel sad
But I’ll remember that we need to keep on moving forward
Cause all of us are
Somewhere..
Different footsteps
But moving…together
we never made any promises, but that's what i'll carry with me

I anticipate what we will become next time..
With uncle cool, uncle ganas, and so on
A future I hope it will happen
Since everything is unpredictable now
Ii dunno where will I go next time
Just hope that in future there’s you all
kiss

counting down 6 days 5/11

After tasting the best flavor
I can’t bare other taste
I really wonder..
What will happen after 6 days?

Will I break down?
Or will i change..to survive

i started preparing..
to miss u all

counting down 7 days 4/11

izit the amount of time we spend together?
Or is justthe time we spend together!
All that is not significant
Has significantly changed me!

i thank u all for having this circle
especially hazli
there's so many things i wanna say to you,
but i really dunno how..

: I feel that you're pressured when you are with us
The strain that is not obvious but noticeable
A breaking friendship hurts you
But the others are hoping you to smile
I know is hard
But can’t our laughter overcome that disappointment?
When we are hyper, we are laughing
I sense that you hold back
it hurts..when he is not around..
it hurts..when u are around but not there

counting down 8 days 3/11

How does friendship grow?
When we started to call us family?
Is it really just because of the amount of time that we spend together?
Or just because the time we spend together

Since the beginning I was preparing for the end
I guess all of us are expecting for it
Cos there are somethings that is prefix before we know each other
Or can say the prefix allowed us to know each other
If weren’t the delayed
If weren’t the proceed
If weren’t fate


you all are the greatest surprize i have in this year
how would this all ends?

who we are

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i guess this is the simply fact,
most of us are quite sturborn
eventhough we know asking others we might get better or more appropiate answer
but we consistantly hope that others give us the same answer as ours
so is better we talk to ourselve right?