it can't hidden it can't be held back
what i want is not a fall
but is just right
as a way out
i won't regret
but it still hurt
pleasure existed
where pain is inevitable

i saw a wishing star
i wonder so hard what i'm trying to pray for
it is for it to get easier?
or is it for it to never fade away
yet again
for pleasure or for pain?
the later seems harder to obtain

what makes me grip harder
what makes me stronger?
is it to let go or to grip even harder
if time can heal, should i flow with it
or should i kept walking but still kept waiting

eyes doesn't meet the mind
mind doesn't meet the heart
the eyes..revealing everything from the heart
the mind...kept myself away from others stare
pathetically precious
the moment stops while time is going
i am who i am now
walking in circle in a larger scale
this was what i wish for once
is also what i grief for now
i won't change my initial determination
cause even if i do
i won't
face back
walk away

so i wish from the wishing star
throw me away
or make me stronger
cos i need more strength
to grip
and to let go